I'm tired loving you
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Last published Thu, Jan 30, 2025
私はあなたを愛するのに疲れていま す
When I was a little kid back then. elementary kid,I have a classmate that I have a crush on... yet he have a crush on someone else....
When I become a teenage girl, we met again I don't know what I feel.
I don't know if this is still crush
Or
Maybe I fell in love with him...
****
We became together. We are always happy, enjoying ourselves but when I thought that FOREVER exist something came up.
Why does I feel that he never loved me?
Why he choose her over me?
Why it can't be me?
Why he let go of his hand on me?
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