I hate you, don't leave me. (Jalex)

(I'll tell you already that this one is nothing special from the other fics about Jack and Alex it's pretty cliché with one of them struggling, but I need a place to write down my thoughts so I though I'd make it into a fic. it'll be like a diary so some days longer, some days just a sentence, some days a song or some days a quote. I'll update a lot as I've got a lot on my mind but yeah. I'm okay though I just need to write stuff down if you ever get worried. ok lets go)
Alex is 16 years old in this fic and so is Jack. Jack is not in the fic from the start but he will be soon. Alex has been suffering with quite a lot since he was around 12 but it got worse when his brother died out of nowhere when he was 14. over the fast 4 years he's been able to perfect this mask, no one would ever suspect anything and he's planning to keep it that way. Jack on the other hand is a kind very sarcastic person who doesn't think before speaking. if he want something then he will not give up.