the absolute worst thing to ever happen

hey, my names max. i wrote basically a diary like 4 years ago and its time i tell you what's new. i am a transgender guy and i had to leave my abusive adoptive parents household and now I'm left with all these dumb feelings. neurodivergency, becoming an actual adult, and developing an almost severe anxiety disorder due to all of this stupid fcking trauma. but hey, atleast im engaged. to a guy with abusive parents. lemme give you the run down.