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Suicidal (Suicidal Book 1)

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Having a mental disorder is nothing to joke about. Kion is the only gay kid in his class and is constantly bullied by the others while the teachers look the other way. Kion listens to the voices in his head and cuts himself, but when he meets a new friend (and something more) in Kovu, does he stand a chance against his mental illness? And will he ever get revenge on Rani and her bullying friends? 

"What do you get when you cross a mentally ill loner with a society that abandons him and treats him like trash? I'll tell you what you get, you get what you fucking deserve!" - The Joker

This story is dedicated to @Charshallfan and his story Worthless (where I got my inspiration to write this)

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