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Suicidal (Suicidal Book 1)

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Having a mental disorder is nothing to joke about. Kion is the only gay kid in his class and is constantly bullied by the others while the teachers look the other way. Kion listens to the voices in his head and cuts himself, but when he meets a new friend (and something more) in Kovu, does he stand a chance against his mental illness? And will he ever get revenge on Rani and her bullying friends? 

"What do you get when you cross a mentally ill loner with a society that abandons him and treats him like trash? I'll tell you what you get, you get what you fucking deserve!" - The Joker

This story is dedicated to @Charshallfan and his story Worthless (where I got my inspiration to write this)

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Anxiety

Thea Salvatore. She never thought her life could get so complicated, in such a short amount of time, in one situation continued on. After losing people closets to her, and betrayed by another, she closes herself off, focusing mainly on school. This causes more problems than solutions. Her anxiety comes out in full force, sending her into multiple attacks at any given time, during school, after school, in the middle of the night. She's so anxious, so nervous, so afraid that she's going to be hurt, or worse, killed. Then a foreign exchange student moves in with her best friend, and befriends her. Her life changes, she changes back into her old self. She comes out of her shell, her mind shifting off all the stressful times, and past times, and focuses on this new guy in her life. A guy she desperately wants to keep, but wants to also keep safe. They go through twists and turns, but in the end, doesn't happiness always win?