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The One You Didn't Ask For.

BeccaNicoleGardner

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Reads 111
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BeccaNicoleGardner

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You grabbed my hand as if I was lost and needed guidance, and that scared me because I didn't want to believe that my attempts to play hide and go seek with my feelings where failing. Maybe my feelings were starting to find me in the dark corner I have label as home and comfort. 

My names Amanda grace Collison, a week after my 12th birthday my life changed forever. Everything I loved and was comfortable with fell threw my hands like sand every grain representing something I loved. My birthday opened a door of excitement and discovery but a ghost of pain and negativity slammed that door shut and reopened one called "everyone's worst nightmares" and honestly that couldn't describe my life any better.All Rights Reserved

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THE SEEKER by AmberSmith130

Hi, my names Amanda I'm 17 and going into my senior year of high school. My older brother ,Chase, committed suicide eleven years ago when I was six. After a few years we left Florida, leaving our house to my grandparents and running away from our life. My grandfather got sick a week ago and my parents decided that it was time to go back. Life was good I missed him, being there brings back A LOT of memories. It was bearable until I saw the one person I thought I would never see again. I learned things about chase, myself and the people I love. It turned my life around, challenged my beliefs, and showed me things aren't always what it seem to be....

Sleepyhead by errrnope

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THE SEEKER cover

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THE SEEKER

Hi, my names Amanda I'm 17 and going into my senior year of high school. My older brother ,Chase, committed suicide eleven years ago when I was six. After a few years we left Florida, leaving our house to my grandparents and running away from our life. My grandfather got sick a week ago and my parents decided that it was time to go back. Life was good I missed him, being there brings back A LOT of memories. It was bearable until I saw the one person I thought I would never see again. I learned things about chase, myself and the people I love. It turned my life around, challenged my beliefs, and showed me things aren't always what it seem to be....