The One You Didn't Ask For.

You grabbed my hand as if I was lost and needed guidance, and that scared me because I didn't want to believe that my attempts to play hide and go seek with my feelings where failing. Maybe my feelings were starting to find me in the dark corner I have label as home and comfort.

My names Amanda grace Collison, a week after my 12th birthday my life changed forever. Everything I loved and was comfortable with fell threw my hands like sand every grain representing something I loved. My birthday opened a door of excitement and discovery but a ghost of pain and negativity slammed that door shut and reopened one called "everyone's worst nightmares" and honestly that couldn't describe my life any better.