Ash is totally unable to express the feelings he has for Eiji and so he expresses them in the worst ways possible. If Eiji was to leave Ash , would he be able to close the door to the only love he has ever known? Thoughts like that wander through Ash's head but then again he needs to depend on Eiji so much that if they dated it wouldn't be a healthy relationship. Where will this love lead them? Enjoy the story^^