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This is my first story so I'm sorry in advance
This is an extended version of a TikTok story I'm writing
TikTok - @sapphirewritezz

Severe bullying and sexual harassment/assault pushes Sophie into developing an eating disorder. She hides it from everyone just like she hides everything else. 
After her mother died and father left she completely closed herself off, she doesn't want to feel anything anymore so she's either numb or completely falling apart. 
She stopped doing everything she loved and gave up on her dreams, she's self harmed since she was 12 and has attempted 5 times now, each time her brother or his best friend find her and save her.
She doesn't want to be saved!
Her brother can't know, he completely lost his mind when he found out she was self harming, what would he do about this?
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I quickly catch sight of my razor on the side of the bath, just sitting there almost like it was taunting me. The thoughts and urges quickly invade my mind.
Memories and pain flashes in front of my eyes
"No, no, no, no NO!!" I yell pushing away from him
I was over to the sink and wash my face with some cold water to try keep myself calm but stupidly I look at myself in the mirror.
Big mistake
I start pulling at my arms, my stomach and thighs, pulling and squeezing my fat
"Why do I have to be so fucking fat and ugly, I hate myself!!" 
"Sophie?"
Shit I forget he was still here
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⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️
Please don't read if any of the following could trigger you:
- Eating disorder 
- Self harm thoughts and tendencies 
- Suicidal thoughts and tendencies 
- Bullying
- Sexual Harassment
- Sexual Assault
- Fighting (both physical and verbal)
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Start: 4th June 2022
Finish:All Rights Reserved

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