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Will She Keep It Under Control?

myrealnameisasecret

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Reads 7,422
Votes 166
Parts 9
Time 3h 37m

myrealnameisasecret

Mature

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Previously if you were to ever look inside Jules's heart and see the world through her eyes you would cry. But maybe things have changed? Will she keep it under control? I guess you will have to wait and see. 

You have read the unfortunate stories of Jules Hart, read and experienced with her the heartache and pain as she navigated her way through hospital and psychiatric ward admissions. All the while she fought an eating disorder, self harm, suicidal thoughts and ideations, intense anxiety and PTSD. 

Now sit back. And indulge yet again in the life of Jules Hart and her life outside of the psychiatric ward. While she goes through the highs and lows of recovery. 

Will she keep it under control? 

Is this finally Jules's happy ending?All Rights Reserved

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The broken wings by Daydreamerwithnolife

A world where everyone had wings. If you didn't have them you either had a terrible accident that made it so you had to get them removed or you were a rare person that was born without them. Virgil was seen as an emo freak for everyone was led to believe that Virgil was wingless What happens when three others find that their assumptions about this boy were terribly wrong? Will Virgil be able to be himself or will he drown while trying? #5 Morality

Abigail by hmarieh1218

(In editing) She's depressed. She's anorexic. She's suicidal. She's insecure. Abigail has grown up with her three brothers and James, never meeting her parents, who abandoned her at birth. Her brothers were left to take care of her and keep a roof over their heads. Everyday they struggle to take care of Abigail, while working to keep them in their home. Life for them is hard. Life for Abigail is even harder. She has a dark mind and not by choice. Somewhere along the way she's developed these feelings of loneliness and hopelessness. Everyday is a struggle for her and just getting out of bed is a success. She meets Zach, a bad boy with a bad reputation. He starts off as a tutor, just to help her out, out of pity. But eventually feelings get involved and Abigail finds herself liking a boy for the first time in her life. Things get serious and she somehow learns about his drug dealing business. Everything gets hectic and Abigail doesn't know what to do with her life anymore. Or if she even wants to live.

Starving For Help by Lauryn_Love

"I smile everyday. I live my life like nothing is wrong with me. No one would ever guess that I'm screaming inside or that I've secretly been hiding this huge part of my life. No one would ever know that I cry myself to sleep at night or that deep down I'm starving for help." Welcome to Anorexia. Your hostess is Ana. She'll take over from here. Suffering alone inside of your mind from a terrifying mental disorder, is something that even those who battle such a thing every day, cannot fully understand. It's like being alone 24/7 yet it's never quiet inside of your head. You can't stop the voices. You can't control your emotions. As it gets worse, you lose control of your body all together. You become prey to your disease and You can't fight back. That is what it's like for someone who has spent years of their life suffering in silence from an eating disorder. Fighting a monster that you have no chance of beating. It's almost impossible to describe the type of torture that consumes your mind. Hell. It's equivalent to pure hell.

Agoraphobia by mid_midafir

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KNOW ME by selinethoughts

I know you cry with silent tears, I know you lock yourself up so as not to make anyone feel bad, I know that you hide your demons under a smile, And you go through life terrified by what your mind treads And it tears your heart. But don't drown in you, Take out your tears Without Fear. The people who really love you It won't sink in your stormy sea And it won't let you sink, either And maybe I can't save you, But swim with you, And it's always goof to have someone to swim with. So please... Stay

I've Got It Under Control by myrealnameisasecret

Jules is forced to live a life in the psychiatric ward after her eating disorder nearly ends up taking her life. Stuck in a life that is contained within four walls, while she fights her battle with an eating disorder and depression, trying to gain control of the demanding voice in her head. Finally having to admit that she can't do it herself and faces vulnerability by doing so. She endures love and heartbreak but only she can save herself. Will Jules recover and finally be free of the voice that has become the burden of her life? ~ I've Got It Under Control That's what she thought. That's what they all think when it first starts. They had control, had, past tense. Now they wish they did. Their bodies are screaming for help but their head is saying otherwise. Hunger coursed through Jules's body, the rumble of her stomach was like a thunderstorm, violent and painful. It scared her, yet it also satisfied her. She started to skip breakfast, and once she realised she didn't need breakfast, she knew she wouldn't need lunch nor dinner. ~TW: Goes into depth about eating disorders, mentions about suicide and self harm. View at your own risk~

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healing is not linear - A Memoir by Frances Edelstein by FrancesShana

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Till Next Time | completed | currently under re-edit by _thewildchild__

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The broken wings cover

Starving For Help cover

Agoraphobia cover

I've Got It Under Control cover

One Million Branches [Vic Fuentes Book One] cover

healing is not linear - A Memoir by Frances Edelstein cover

Struggling with an Ed cover

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The broken wings

A world where everyone had wings. If you didn't have them you either had a terrible accident that made it so you had to get them removed or you were a rare person that was born without them. Virgil was seen as an emo freak for everyone was led to believe that Virgil was wingless What happens when three others find that their assumptions about this boy were terribly wrong? Will Virgil be able to be himself or will he drown while trying? #5 Morality