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Will She Keep It Under Control?

myrealnameisasecret

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Reads 8,710
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Parts 9
Time 3h 37m

myrealnameisasecret

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anxietyattacks anxietydisorder depression disorder disorderedeating eating eatingdisorder ed mentaldisorder mentalhealth pain psychiatrist psychward psycward recovery sad selfinjury therapy

Previously if you were to ever look inside Jules's heart and see the world through her eyes you would cry. But maybe things have changed? Will she keep it under control? I guess you will have to wait and see. 

You have read the unfortunate stories of Jules Hart, read and experienced with her the heartache and pain as she navigated her way through hospital and psychiatric ward admissions. All the while she fought an eating disorder, self harm, suicidal thoughts and ideations, intense anxiety and PTSD. 

Now sit back. And indulge yet again in the life of Jules Hart and her life outside of the psychiatric ward. While she goes through the highs and lows of recovery. 

Will she keep it under control? 

Is this finally Jules's happy ending?All Rights Reserved

anxietyattacks anxietydisorder depression disorder disorderedeating eating eatingdisorder ed mentaldisorder mentalhealth pain psychiatrist psychward psycward recovery sad selfinjury therapy

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Gang Leader's Choice

Being new is hard anyways, but being new and already having people hate you is harder. Adeline moves from North Carolina to California and immediately meets the most popular kids at school, as one of them is her neighbor. Adeline's life is hard from running from her past, to moving, to barely having friends, to meeting a gang. Mason Clarke is feared by everyone just because he is a gang leader. When he meets his Adeline his whole world changes. New emotions, being nice, possessive, caring, instead of his usual cold, secluded, stubborn self. Mason isn't used to not getting what he wants being a gang leader but Adeline isn't that easy. But hey, the gang leader gets what the gang leader wants and he wants Adeline now.