When breathing just isn't enough.
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Last published Fri, Jun 24, 2022
TW: this story contains EXPLICIT CONTENT, including mental illness, substance abuse, aggression, violence, sexual harassment, selfharm, if you have experienced any of the mentioned topics yourself I advice you to skip the marked chapters.
All characters in this story are fictional. All mentioned behavior and circumstances do NOT in any way recollect or retell real incidents.
"Have you thought about it ?". "Thought about it?" "Yes. Everyday." When I open my eyes. When I close them to sleep." "How did it feel?". "Like freedom. Relief." "Would you do it?" Yet another silence began to fill the air between us. This time it felt even heavier than before. Anna?. I didn't answer. I hesitated. My thoughts were going 100 miles per hour. I wasn't sure myself. Would I be able to. Do I even want to? I had asked myself this question so much yet I still couldn't get myself to answer it. "Anna!" He shouted yet again, interrupting my racing thoughts. "Yes.", I answered slowly feeling like someone had just slapped me back into reality. I looked at him with tired eyes. "So would you?", he asked insisting on getting an answer from me. "I don't know."
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