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State of Mind

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Reads 325
Votes 38
Parts 17
Time 3h 15m

angst ao3 college dreamnotfound drugaddiction overdose romance slowburn

"Tell me you don't love me." George's voice gained steadiness out of nowhere.

"What? George, I'm not doing tha-"

"Tell me that everything was a lie, the late phone calls, the flirting, the notes snuck in class, the forehead kisses, the hand holding, the longer than necessary hugs. Tell me you don't love me Dream and I'll leave."

In the moment Dream had gripped the edge of his desk so tight that his knuckles turned white. Why did he make it so difficult? Silence filled the air and George let out a relieved sigh. 

"Okay, so I'll call Sap tonight and we can figure everything o-"

The taller male mumbled something under his breath and squeezed his eyes tight. George had tensed before he took a cautious step forward.

"What did you say?"

"I said I don't mmmmmh."

"Dream you need to speak louder, you're mumbling." A nervous laugh had fallen out of George's mouth.

"I said I DON'T LOVE YOU!" 

Forrest's eyes shot open and looked into broken bicolor ones. For a moment the world spun for George. Everything he worked for crumbled to ruins.

"Y-you surely don't me-mean that. Let's talk abou-"

"There is nothing to talk about. I. Don't. Love. You. Get the fuck out of my house George." His voice was drained of any emotion. 

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TW: Drug abuse, non-consentual elements, drinking, overdose, graphic scenes
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Before You Leave by kaylazerker

George visits Dream in Florida and stays for a week. Sapnap tells Dream to confess his feelings to George before he leaves. Dream has trouble through the process of telling George and because of that something bad happens... Warnings: - angst, not too heavy but it's there. - nsfw, again not heavy. - swearing, mature language. - alcohol, not underage drinking but alcohol consumption is in at least one chapter. (I'll add more if I use more)

Can't Let You Go [Dnf Mafia au] by ForgetMe_ForgetMeNot

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7 Reasons to Stay DreamNotFound by BeautifulWingedAngel

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Lover Boys by ellabella1o1

Their hearts ached being apart, and melted when they were together. With George's daring, dark past, could he make it through to the future? ~Things to note~ ✰Clay (Dream) and George both attended high school in the state of Florida. ✰They are the same age, 17. ✰There will be TW throughout, some scenes may be too much for some people. I will put when to skip to when I give the TW. Just some extras: If you are ever feeling down, please remember to talk to someone, anyone!! It's so important for your mental health that you vent, you cry and you get better! I may not know some of you but I have been told I give good advice, if your stuck for someone to talk to, my message box is there! I hope you enjoy :D

letters to dream by nightmxxre

George begins writing letters to Dream after he hasn't heard from him. Is Dream ignoring him, or is it something else? --- all relationships in this story are platonic! keep in mind that there is NO romance as you are reading and new characters are introduced :) TW's! - heavy drug use - alcohol - bad eating habits / implications of an ED - bad sleeping habits - heavy focus on mental health - derealization (this is what the story is based on! so this will be throughout the whole thing) - implications of suicide / talking about death - main character death - heavy angst - sad ending!! if i missed any possible tw's please let me know! this story is literally just something to cry to lmao. im open to all suggestions and edits! feel free to point out any mistakes :) words - 11,854

Uninvited by FlowingPastYourStuff

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Before You Leave

George visits Dream in Florida and stays for a week. Sapnap tells Dream to confess his feelings to George before he leaves. Dream has trouble through the process of telling George and because of that something bad happens... Warnings: - angst, not too heavy but it's there. - nsfw, again not heavy. - swearing, mature language. - alcohol, not underage drinking but alcohol consumption is in at least one chapter. (I'll add more if I use more)