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You're Always The First To Leave, You Don't Know How It's Like To Be Alone.

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Reads 34
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Parts 18
Time 4h 8m

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*This is the second version which is based around Chinese-pop and Korean-pop*

Xu Wei Xue, 23, is a C-pop idol formerly known as a K-pop idol. It seems like everyone who promises not to leave him ends up always leaving him. At the same time, it somehow ends up with everyone hating Wei Xue. How does he deal with the constant hatred towards him? Does he do anything to stop the hatred? Will he be able to be in a long-term relationship without anyone leaving him? Will he be able to find someone who's willing to stay in his life through thick and thin, and stay with him till they're old?All Rights Reserved

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"How could you do this to me......?" "Because I was in love with you." He laughed bitterly and looked into his eyes and said. "Guess what, Ming now I hate you..." He said and hold Gulf in his arms. He walked away from there leaving him alone in the room. Ming was a fool but he never thought his mistakes were led into this... How will he compensate?! ________________________________________ (A/N You'll find grammatical mistakes. Forgive me for that because I am not a native English speaker.❤)