His Suffocating Love

❝ sometimes you need to leave the people you love most because they're better off without you. ❞ // sequel to "letters to you." copyright, all rights reserved. [lowercase intended.]

Could I bring myself to love someone that I hurt so much? Is this all just a dream? Can I ever escape this nightmare? Frerard

The pain was too intense. I had no one. Parents? My mother died in a fire. Father couldn't stand seeing how much I looked like my mother. Sibling? My father still believed my mother was alive a hiding, and never met anyone. «¥» I was slowly dying inside. My pack was in a war. Fighting against the most toughest, harsh, and rough pack known in North and South America. When the alpha turns out to be my mate I'm not concerned about, by him. «¥» There's an inferno burning me inside and out. My pack was slowly breaking down,brick by brick. I tried to make excuses for why he did that to me Stress? Tired? But when he rejected me, I left, with a burden. «¥» The passion of hurt started from the balls of my feet and ran upward. I was lost. Pain was an understatement. I would have died. We would have died. If the pack attacking my old pack hadn't kidnapped me. If then I wouldn't have found my second chance mate. «¥» Follow the life of Bethany. And see how it plays out.

This is a Dark romance, shifter wolf story. There are scenes of abuse, violence, non-consent sex. The male lead is crazy and obsessive. You have been warned. For as long as I can remember he's all I ever wanted. Dear goddess how many times I have prayed, on my knees, to make him see me, accept me. But he chose her against every instinct in his body. Now I can't take bear the pain and loneliness anymore. I had never thought that I'll regret this mate bond so much. And now it's like a noose around my neck that I can't get rid of. It's true they say, you'll never know someone's worth until they're gone. My little fairy flew away and now I can't find her anywhere. What would have happened if I went through with it? All I know is that I will not live in this world without her because I only live for her. Not even death can take her away from me. **Warning this story contains mature language and content, abuse, violence, sex**

Sadness. That's what my life felt like before I left. Let's start with who I am. My name is Eden Rose, the Beta's daughter. I'm part of the Midnight Pack. I'm 17 years old and I have an older brother, Alex. I guess you would think that my life would be great considering that I'm the Beta's daughter, but that's definitely not the case. The entire pack treats me like trash, including my brother. I've been able to endure it for seventeen years, but I just couldn't take it anymore. Not when my mate didn't even want me. He's our future Alpha. I used to think that my mate would keep me safe. Love me. But, I couldn't have been more wrong. When Leo rejected me, I decided that that was the last straw. So I left. I left to try and have a new start. And I did. But, after a year, he found me. And when he did, he was more than a little surprised by, not just my appearance, but my personality as well. So, here's my story. [Warning: Sexual content]

People always say be yourself and be happy in your own skin right? Well it's hard to be happy with yourself when your me. When people always stare at you, make remarks and embarrass you. You put on a brave face to cover the pain but the pain will escape one day. When a person who respects you and understands you brings out a side of yourself you never knew existed and things change forever. There's no going back once love enters your life.

He has known her for years, didn't see her a long time, but never forgot her. But she will forget. Is it still love if you always just remember bad times by seeing each other? - This was my first story and it's kind of a childhood romance ♡ ©2013; mrsxball

It's hard becoming who you really are,when you hold on to your past,afraid of making mistakes,until you find yourself you keep sinking low into someone you aren't meant to be.(UNEDITED)

I was rejected by my family, the pack members and my mate because I couldn't shift. On the day of my sister and mate's mating ceremony, My wolf, or should I say my beast came to me. I was determined and finally decided to run away from the Rosemoon pack, my former home. But my journey wasn't an easy one; Finding another family to love, I was contented, but I didn't expect to have another mate especially if he is a king and Lycan. Worst of all I was involved in a battle of gods and a banished god. With so many secrets revealed, will my life ever be normal? Disclaimer: You must have read the SACRED REJECT to understand this story. Please check out my profile to find out more about the SACRED REJECT.

"You rejected me!! Not the other way around!!" I yelled at him, tears streaming down my face. "I know." He says, he head hangs low. "And I'm sorry. I should never have rejected you." He went to take my hands into his but I turned away from him. Tears were still going down my face. How could he, after all this time, have the nerve to come here. He knew that he had hurt me. Now he is sorry and wants me back? No. "Please. Believe me. I messed up big time! I didn't know what I had until it was gone!" He said. I heard every word. They cut through the wall of my heart and placed themselves on it . It hurt. But what he did to me had hurt even more. "That's right. You screwed up. Consider me lost." I said. Then I walked away.