"your lips never tell the story of your scars "

~maybe if I write it the bad thoughts will all go away ~
It felt as if I was losing my mind...as if there was a break in my brain...I wanted to flee more than anything...I desired death more than anything else, and that frightens me...what if I change for the worse? It makes me sick just thinking about it. I needed to let go, so I began writing until I felt like a human again. Hello there, it's me again:P Have you ever grown so obsessed with not failing that it becomes an obsession that you now attempt to live up to, or have you ever found yourself experiencing new feelings that you thought you would never experience? Whether it's falling in or out of love, or having been so broken that your thoughts feel so overpowering that you can't help but write them down and become lost in the words.