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Notes on how to die

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⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ In this book there will be suicide attempts, abusive relationships, r@pe and self harm. if any of these stuff bother you or you get triggered by them, read on your own risk <3


Okay so. This is the story of Avory, a teenage girl who has been abused by her mother. At her only 15 years she has experienced more pain than a normal human does in a lifetime. She has tried everything she could possibly think of to take her own life. Nothing worked though. Her best friend was feeling the same way and and left her alone, something Avory never understood. Why? Why could she leave? Why was her father able to leave? Why could anyone she ever loved leave except her?All Rights Reserved

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WAKE (Wattpad edition)

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