My heart bleeds for comfort It bleeds for acknowledgement Where should I turn to who should I run to I'm tired, I'm exhausted. Why her and not me, why him and not me. I'm smiling, I'm crying, I'm laughing, I'm yelling I'm longing to stand out, too tired of blending in. I can't say it out loud, they would think I'm a freak I'm too tired of keeping it in. My heart aches my head hurts, I'm too buried in my thoughts. Is this what it feels like to be depressed. Ayo is not your typical teenage girl, Ayo struggles with a trauma which she tried to bury deep within her, she starts a new life in a new school and new surroundings, things gets messy when she meets Esther who was nicknamed Jesus freak by her classmate. What happens when Esther tries to to get closer to her. Being brutally betrayed by her best friend and physically abused by her father Ayo learns the harsh reality of life Follow the story of Ayo who struggles with the harsh reality of life .