Diary : Leaves of my life
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Last published Fri, Jun 8, 2018
In this fake world , nothing is scaring me than disappointment ,
The walls of pale loneliness and its blocked windows inspire me , I am weird ?! Maybe my disability to live between polluted souls make me fall in love with loneliness , do you know what !! watching their mistakes without being able to stop them really exhausted me . :(
في هذا العالم المزيف لم يعد يخيفني شيئ سوى خيبات الامل
جدران الوحدة الباهتة ونوافذها الموصدة تستهويني
غريب أمري حقا .... ربما لافتقاري ميزة التميز بين الارواح والنفوس الملوثة
جعلني أهيم في عشق الوحدة ،فتتيع خطى أخطائهم حقا أرهقني
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