Deidara comes from a background of pure violence and heartache. His parents, Murdered when he was only 3. His best friend, died of extreme illness at the age of 12. His foster parents, death by fire. Everyone who to got near him seemed to die shortly afterwards Everyone who he ever loved.. who loved him. Dead, brutally He's educated from simple words written in a book. All he had was his little brother, Naruto, yet even he was diagnosed with severe depression and ADHD He went to a supermarket, with the little money he had, in hopes of getting Naruto to eat. But instead, he found someone who made his heart pound like never before He wondered to himself, "What is this feeling? Hate? No, it's a tremendous explosion in my heart, that man, he's an explosive" Warnings: Suicidal thoughts and actions, smut, Yoai meaning boy x boy, a lot of weird logic- (I dont own Naruto or any of the images in this story or the cover art. Credit to Masashi Kishimoto for making Naruto and all the artists)