A poets life
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MatureComplete Thu, Oct 20, 202212m
I made this for my parents so that they might one day understand me. I also made this for my ex-lover whom I miss dearly. Warning this contains themes of depression, self harm, toxic people, mental and emotional deprivation. If you are suffering with anything like this please call your local suicide hotline immediately. Remember that you are beautiful no matter what and your perfect the way you are.
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