me my dad my mom and y/n

when my dad passed away all I could think of was how much fun I had with him as a kid my mom said to me your dad and were to get her since I was 18 he loved me so much and asked me to marry him so I agreed my friend y/n finding out years later said I'm sorry for you loss my dear friend is there anything I can do to comfort you I said naw it's ok it hurts less then it used to though i still think about him and how he and my mom took me in when nobody else would and raised me as their own child