Love...it sucks
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Ongoing19m
Last published Sat, Apr 9, 2016
"I know dad but please, don't make me leave," I cried out. He gave me a sympathetic look and said," you have to spend time with her. It has been too long Makiya." I just sobbed some more.
That was three years ago. I moved from fast moving New York, to slow boring North Carolina.
I had to move to spend more time with her. She left me, why should I have to leave the people that love me for her. It's not fair.
But what happened when I met her was beyond me.
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CAUTION THIS IS MY FIRST BOOK PLEASE BEAR WITH ME AND MY GRAMMAR
This story has selfharm and mental abuse this something that I have experienced and is still trying to get over if this triggers something please don't read
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