Reflections And All Those Things We Did Not See
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"He needed more than me."
After Matthew's best friend Andraste died by suicide,things began to spin around.
Matthew woke up in a new dimension,living Andraste's life and figuring out new kinds of feelings.
Suddenly,he had to deal with a homophobic father,deathly fears,horrible creatures,mad games and the fact he became Andraste Ash,and Andraste became Matthew Black in a dimension that didn't seem real.
He fell in love and wrote songs,sat at the harbour until night and lived the life he wanted his best friend to remember.
Matt began to see things he hadn't known about his former best friend,and soon he didn't know if he had really known Andraste.Was it the mysterious, scary voice Andraste had been running from?
What if his death was a prediction?
Did Matt had to take the same way to come back where he belongs?
And what if everything you loved turns out as a game of pain and hope?
"As long we want to see something,we see it and if we don't,we don't."
|TW:Depressions,Suicide,Suicide thoughts|
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