6 Years Later (A OHSHC Fan-Fic)

Ok so first all this was based off a daydream i have and whenever my daydream continues this updates :) so i hopes u likes and if your a little emotional dont read ;-; so yeah it was actually based off two things :p its based off a Lps short film called gone and my daydream, you might think whaaaaaat but looks may deceive you but IT WAS SO FREAKING SAAAAAAD I CRIED HARD AND IT TAKES ALOT FOR ME TO CRY SO IT WAS SAAAAAD ok welp on with the story and ....... God dangit i forgot what this was called i suck! :P
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It started when i was 12, i had ideas of self harm but... I never had the guts until january, i just ..... I just couldnt take it anymore, now i had the life anyone would want, lots of friends a good school a awesome family, but my mom was a drug addict and would be the worst, she would always yell at me and slap me for doing absolutly nothing, now my dad..... He died in a car accident and my mom blamed me for it and i just started self harming and... On a snowy and very cold day just the way i like it i took the knife walked outside and ended it right there fell into the snow with my blood staining it beatifully..... And I now stayed in heaven but now im 17 i was born in the summer, i chose to keep ageing, and one of my gaurdians asked me what i wanted for my 6th anniversary of death, what suprised the gaurdian the most was what i wanted.... "I-I-I..... I want a second chance."