Oneirataxia
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𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐱𝐢𝐚
(𝒏.) 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒖𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚
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This book is an anthology of short stories, monologues, poems, and poetries I have written myself that mainly talks about mental illness and one-sided love. Mostly, the ideas come up when I listen to music or watch a movie, but they also come up when I'm having intrusive thoughts.
The short stories and monologues will be written in English or Indonesian. Apologize in advance for any grammatical errors nor any misspellings, because English is not my mother tongue. Also, there might be some graphic violences that could be triggering in certain parts. I will put trigger warning on top of each chapters that have uncomfortable issues.
Hope you enjoy this book and I really appreciate if you leave any feedbacks.
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