Where have the years gone?

I had never known such a pathetic, cowardly man such as myself
Time and Time again in my life I had proven that the only thing that really drives me is fear,
Therefore, I have never been able to experience what true freedom of worry feels like.
As the years had gone by everything started to become Blurry and inconsistent, what I had remembered right, now I remember wrong, I began to confuse dreams as History, while something that happened in the past I began to remember them as just a Vivid dream.
Time Has passed Without seeing each other, but still my only Obsession- Is you.