Just hold my hand will you?-Phan
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Last published Sun, Nov 8, 2015
Dan and Phil are going through some things that seem impossible to tell eachother. But maybe together they might make it through. (Not an au, pretty fucking normal in that sense)
Triggers: some self harm, depression, cursing, and obviously boyxboy
Copyright : The work of foreveriscoming
NOTE: I forgot smut. That's coming Hun.
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