PARALYZED: Us Against The World
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Have you ever wondered why the world is so big? Why the universe chooses to place us in a world where we are forced to choose between our emotions and what's actually really real? Well I have.
Somewhere in my mind, I know I'm a character in someone else's book, someone else's story; sometimes I wonder if these feelings are even real? Or something from my creator's my mind?
Are these feelings even real? Or programming?
Someday, somewhere in a land far far away, somewhere around our future, or tomorrow, my friends and I will find our happy place. If it doesn't exist, then we'll create it, we'll create one. They'll be no more fear, pain, depression and those we love would have to leave us. We will finally be happy.
But for now, I'm just that little black girl, something similar to a little Birdy, playing brave, I don't wanna fall even though I'm scared and tired.
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