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Disequilibrium

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[A psychological thriller] 

When you can't even pay for a bottle of water, you might want a friend like Casper. This may be hard considering he's the God-given prophet of Seabrook high; the type of kid who offers existential philosophies on a Monday and spews poetry the next. 

Friends are a select few for Casper, and Holden doesn't have the right kind of luck for a golden ticket. But he isn't worried. After all, to win the heart of a prophet, all you need is intelligence. 

And intelligence is all he's got.

Cover credit:
Photo by Martin Stranka.
Design by toska_.
Trailer Credit:
Clips from Xavier Dolan films.
Made by me.All Rights Reserved

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The Rebel. cover

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The truth in our songs cover

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Laundry Boy (Currently Editing) cover

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The Bad Boy Saved Me cover

Wolves Resort (Polyfidelity) (MxM) (completed) cover

The Rebel.

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