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Apathy

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Parts 2
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Alissa May is a typical 17 year old girl, stupidly falling in love with almost every guy that gave her the right amount of attention. Her bubbly aura is instantly making everybody happy, but what if her new crush is the reason she loses what's keeping her alive? 
Will she stay, or leave? 

Nate Dream isn't the cliché type of 18 year old bad guy. His character is something you can't really describe. Serious, Mysterious and fucked up. Besides his group consisting of him and his 2 best friends, nobody really wants to be with him. So why does she suddenly start being interested in something so broken? 
Will he stay, or leave? 


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the author is warning you. this is not a happy-lovely-dovely kind of romance book! it's dealing with serious topics such as 
- depression ⚠️
- self harm ⚠️
- drugs ⚠️
- sexual harassment ⚠️
- abortion ⚠️
-etc.


you have been warned.All Rights Reserved

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