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Path to Destruction

jodieleat-recovery

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Reads 6,137
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Parts 22
Time 1h 32m

jodieleat-recovery

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abuse ana anorexia bulimia bullying ednos mia proana

This is my story of abuse, neglect, bullying, and the effect it had on me.  That effect was mental illness, an eating disorder, and BPD.

Eating disorders and self harm have been an addiction for me since i was around 12 or 13. I went through a few really bad things in my life and this is my story. 

*All names, including my own have been changed. 
**Edana is my pseudonym for everything related to me on the internet. As Edana is the name I give to the little voice in my head, the one who tells me not to eat, the one who tells me I'm worthless and ugly. She wants perfection, she wants me to be perfect.All Rights Reserved

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