My secret life

"I won't be home for dinner tonight, are you sure you can handle the kids without me?" I joked with my husband as I kissed him goodbye.

"Yes babe, everything will be fine. Have a good time with your work friends, but don't have too much fun without me." My husband Jack said joking as he knows I don't have the most exciting work friends.

Heading to work, I have butterflies in my tummy which I haven't felt in a long time. My life is so boring, vanilla as some would call it, and I'm dying for something exciting to make me feel alive again.

After 30 minutes of driving, I finally reach my destination. "This is what I get for buying a house out in the country. It's always a long drive to the city." I think to myself as I get out of my Jeep Cherokee.

I walk into work and sit at my desk contemplating my plans for this evening.

"Should I even do this?"

"I'm a wife and a mom, is this wrong of me?"

"Hey Ayla, are we still on for this evening?" A voice comes from behind me, giving me goosebumps all over my body.

I turn to face him, butterflies in my tummy, and a flushed face.

"Of course Eli, I meant it when I said I'm open to new things. Who knows how things will go?" I say with a slight smirk on my face.

He makes me feel like a school girl with some stupid crush, when in reality I could never go for someone so smug. I do however find him to be the most sexiest man I've ever laid my eyes on.

I feel so guilty because I have such an amazing husband, but I've never acted on my thoughts. I keep them to myself... and my locked journal on my phone. It's the only place where I can get my thoughts out.. if not I would explode.

Eli looks at me wide eyed at first, followed by a small smile as he says "I'm happy to hear you are sticking to your word. I'll talk to you later." Eli says as he walks off.

I don't know how this evening will turn out, but I can honestly say I'm as scared as I am excited.

I am visiting my first ever sex club.. and not everyone is human.