drown | a.i |

"you know that feeling you're drowning? submerged underwater, forgetting how to swim. trying to gasp for breathe, but you can't open your mouth or the water will fill your lungs. i've been feeling that way for a while now. not being able to breathe. like a panic attack or an anxiety attack. every day, i feel it getting worse. waking up from nightmares, terrified because i can't breathe. my only is that no one knows about its and i don't plan on them finding out."