Underneath
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Ongoing, First published Jun 17, 2022
"We see what we wish to." I say softly, but challengingly.

"And did you wish to see someone like me?" He attacks back, his face coming even nearer to mine. 

"I just wished for someone to see me." I say, my voice now no more than an uneven whisper. I'm barely breathing now and my eyes are no longer narrowed. He opens his mouth and then closes it. He swallows hard. His eyes are huge and deep and blue. If only he'd let me drown myself in them, I think. That way it would be in something other than silence.

"I see you." He says. And my world

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Rayne, seventeen-year-old senior at Lincoln High School, has always been alone. Well, for long enough that it feels like always, anyway. She has no friends, no social life, no anything, really. She's what one might call a wallflower, without the "flower." 

For years she's observed her peers, seen them as they've aged and grown up, blossoming or not, into who they will become as adults. But not one of them had ever seen Rayne. She was completely alone in the world, unnoticed, unseen, and unheard of. Quite frankly, she was invisible. That is.. until the new kid. 

He's not quite like the rest, there's something odd about him, something off. Maybe it's just the fact that he can see what no one else can, or rather, see the girl no one else cared enough to see. But theories aside, he has secrets of his own. 

However, his attention is the door that opens all others, and Rayne is thrust into the worlds of other people. And not all of them are good..

With the revelation that she can, in fact, be seen by others, Rayne begins to see inside herself. But what lies underneath scares her. Who is she, she wonders, and most direly, what will
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"Clementine..." his voice is gentle, as though he's reading my mind. He searches my eyes, concern seeps through his features. I swallow the lump in my throat. I don't like this display of affection. I can take care of myself, I don't need his or anyone's help. "I'm fine. I can take care of myself," my voice wavers towards the end, making me doubt myself. Can I? If he hadn't been there, I could be dead. He steps towards me and tucks a hair strand from my face behind my ear, eyes still locked on mine. A shiver runs down my spine at his touch, I'm completely captivated. He nods and caresses the side of my face. I subconsciously nuzzle my face into the palm of his hand, his touch spreads a surprising warmth across my entire body. "I know you can..." he says softly, "You just don't have to." --- Being the daughter of a famous celebrity is a great thing, for most. For Clementine? Not so much. Clementine Charmant has been hiding from the public eye since the tormenting events of her childhood. It's for her own safety and protection, her mother tells her. And it's true. She knows what he is, she knows who he is, and she knows what he's capable of. She's content with her life in New York. For the most part. She has a good job... An awesome and loyal best friend who lives thousands of miles away... And a plan. A plan to breeze through senior year unobtrusively and start fresh at Columbia University after graduating. When Clementine receives striking news that she would be moving back to LA for her senior year; to where her best friend is, to where everything happened, to where HE is... She is more than conflicted. Will a year in the place she used to call home change her plans and life forever?