𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬. - 𝖉𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖗! - Wattpad

𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬.

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Time 1h 24m

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" at the end of the day, it's all on my shoulders. they depend on me."

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Twenty four year old Shymell is one of the most influential people in his city. Highly respected for his lavish lifestyle and philanthropy, Shymell aka Melly is a free spirited go getter who's upbringing has developed him into the strong minded young man he is. Brutally honest and carefree, Melly was able to claim his spot at the top of the of a hierarchy, which in turn, put a target on his back: the feds, jealous rivals, even loved ones. At times this can be overwhelming but faith leads him to kind hearted, unproblematic Dr. Marvin Cyner and they develop an almost instant friendship. As the hands of time turn, this relationship will determine if Melly maintains his spot at the top for good, or propel him back to slums at the bottom of the abyss.

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In Our Heads by Shady_D

Everyone's a little trapped in their own heads. Cassian is the only child of very wealthy parents and has grown up being moulded to their expectations of him. He's a great son and a model student while being popular and confident and he consciously strives to be perfect, so much so that he has never even had an unscheduled moment to breathe or think and the thought of making a mistake terrifies him. Growing up in a household where he is basically the caretaker of his little brother, Theodore is plagued by anxiety that he keeps to himself as he tries to make his family look as normal as possible to people on the outside so that he will not lose his brother. When the quiet, lonely Theodore transfers to his school, Cassian cannot help gravitating towards the new kid despite the disapproval of his friends and parents. He's determined to pull Theodore out of his shell only to realise he may be in one himself.

Stay (Boy × Boy) ✔ by sweetcaressesofmay

You love your best friend, he doesn't love you back. He has met a girl, a pretty little thing, he's in love with her. He's your only friend, but he has new friends. They're toxic and no good for you, either of you. They treat you like sh*t, and when you get treated like sh*t often enough, you start to believe it's what you deserve. And before you know it, you're drowning. You're drowning in deep, cold water. William and Aydan have been inseparable for ten years, due to an arrangement William's wealthy dad made to make sure his asocial son has at least one friend. During those years William has secretly fallen in love with Aydan. Once Aydan starts going out with a girl named Claudia, William wants to keep his friend close even if it hurts. Soon things start to change between them and Aydan's first love has more dangerous consequences than anyone could have guessed. CW: violence, depression 2020 (original), 2021 (edited)

Quiet Boy in a Noisy World by xplrrsolby

" It's easy for Sam to become his own worst enemy and he often finds himself thinking and expecting the worst because it seems to be the easiest thing to believe in when he isn't true to himself. He only realizes when he becomes aware of how he fucked up. Like now, he wouldn't say he totally messed up but that changes when class starts and the seat next to him stays empty. He turns his head, eyes scouring the room soon to find the brunette sat in the seat he used to sit in before moving next to him. A frown stretches across his face and he realizes it's all his fault, his heart sinks to his stomach as he sees the gloomy expression he holds. He hadn't realized how passionate he felt about being his friend. " Or, Sam piques Colby's interest and he makes it his own mission to become his friend knowing the hard obstacle it will be when figuring out his trust issues and shyness- however he doesn't realize just how hard it would be to accomplish. With hidden secrets and heartfelt situations, the wanted friendship will either fall through or become something so much more neither would have ever imagined. Things to consider before reading: • abuse - physical + verbal • eating disorder

See Me by TellaAlvarez

(Complete) After Seren is assaulted by someone in her friend group, she begins to fall deeper into the depths of her depression. No one seems to notice, except for the former bad boy and his friends. "Seriously, this is probably the best book I've read on Wattpad." -@dowries "I thought you were bluffing in the description but dang, you got me. Ima say- this truly is one of the best books on Wattpad." -@jamzeverywhere "Easily the best book I have ever read and I'm not exaggerating." - @purelyaureila "Simultaneously shattered me and put me back together, one of the best things I've ever read. Didn't think I could love two characters so deeply." -@imswriting "If I was ever to reread a book- it would be this one." -@thethotpocket "This is my favourite book! I would pay literal money just to continue to experience these characters!" - @sapphhhireee Spin Offs: Notice Me, and Trust Me *****

$Once in a Lifetime {BxB English} by Misiz_Bossy$

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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐄𝐲𝐞 𝐈: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐈𝐜𝐞 𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 by nicolettechen58

🅒🅞🅜🅟🅛🅔🅣🅔🅓 Wang Yibo, a twenty-eight-year-old handsome guy is a member of a group founded by his brother Haikuan in China-THE PRIVATE EYE. They are a group of young professionals who went and studied abroad to acquire skills for private investigation jobs. He is known as, "ICE PRINCE". Xiao Zhan lives as the sole heir of Xiao Group of companies one of the giant companies in China. He is raised alone by his Dad Xiao Xiu Ying, his mother died when he was born. He has grown up as a spoiled brat, what he wants he gets. Being the sole heir of their wealth put him in danger so his Dad hired a bodyguard for him which he didn't agree with and did silly things that made them resigned. But.....what if his Dad found a bodyguard whom his tricks won't work? He did things to annoy him but he is the one fallen' on his snare instead and too late for him to realize it's already difficult for him to get out of his trap. Let's take this journey again with Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan for their new action and romantic adventure. #1 - privateinvestigator #1 - easygoing #5 - bodyguard ************************************************* A/N: In this story, Wang Yibo is older than Xiao Zhan. This is purely fanfiction, in any event, that the place and circumstances are similar to anyone please bear with me. This is my plot based on my imagination. Have fun reading everyone!! Date Published: March 30, 2020 Date Finished: July 5, 2020 Copyright ©️ 2020 by Nicolettechen58

F.A.I.T.H. by JoPRBooks

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In Our Heads cover

Stay (Boy × Boy) ✔ cover

Quiet Boy in a Noisy World cover

Once in a Lifetime {BxB English} cover

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐄𝐲𝐞 𝐈: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐈𝐜𝐞 𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 cover

F.A.I.T.H. cover

Tainted Wings cover

Liability cover

In Our Heads

Everyone's a little trapped in their own heads. Cassian is the only child of very wealthy parents and has grown up being moulded to their expectations of him. He's a great son and a model student while being popular and confident and he consciously strives to be perfect, so much so that he has never even had an unscheduled moment to breathe or think and the thought of making a mistake terrifies him. Growing up in a household where he is basically the caretaker of his little brother, Theodore is plagued by anxiety that he keeps to himself as he tries to make his family look as normal as possible to people on the outside so that he will not lose his brother. When the quiet, lonely Theodore transfers to his school, Cassian cannot help gravitating towards the new kid despite the disapproval of his friends and parents. He's determined to pull Theodore out of his shell only to realise he may be in one himself.