𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬. - 𝖉𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖗! - Wattpad

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𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬.

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Parts 11
Time 1h 24m

Mature

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" at the end of the day, it's all on my shoulders. they depend on me."

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Twenty four year old Shymell is one of the most influential people in his city. Highly respected for his lavish lifestyle and philanthropy, Shymell aka Melly is a free spirited go getter who's upbringing has developed him into the strong minded young man he is. Brutally honest and carefree, Melly was able to claim his spot at the top of the of a hierarchy, which in turn, put a target on his back: the feds, jealous rivals, even loved ones. At times this can be overwhelming but faith leads him to kind hearted, unproblematic Dr. Marvin Cyner and they develop an almost instant friendship. As the hands of time turn, this relationship will determine if Melly maintains his spot at the top for good, or propel him back to slums at the bottom of the abyss.

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