𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬. - 𝖉𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖗! - Wattpad

𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬.

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Parts 11
Time 1h 24m

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" at the end of the day, it's all on my shoulders. they depend on me."

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Twenty four year old Shymell is one of the most influential people in his city. Highly respected for his lavish lifestyle and philanthropy, Shymell aka Melly is a free spirited go getter who's upbringing has developed him into the strong minded young man he is. Brutally honest and carefree, Melly was able to claim his spot at the top of the of a hierarchy, which in turn, put a target on his back: the feds, jealous rivals, even loved ones. At times this can be overwhelming but faith leads him to kind hearted, unproblematic Dr. Marvin Cyner and they develop an almost instant friendship. As the hands of time turn, this relationship will determine if Melly maintains his spot at the top for good, or propel him back to slums at the bottom of the abyss.

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The Accidental Love

A love story started with an accident. He loved him but didn't know how to tell him. He writes it down in his diary but didn't get the chance to give it to him. It's been 2 years, and he is still in a coma. He still doesn't know how I feel. Every day I just thought if I will ever be able to tell him that how much I regret teasing him. How much I regret that I'm not the one laying here but him. ** Hello everyone. It's a "boys love" story. If you are not comfortable with it then please don't read. I have done my duty and gave you an alert. Now if you don't want to read it, it's your loss. This story is full of fun and only fun. It will be an awesome but sweet love story. For further stirring occasionally stay tuned. love you all.