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Existentialism.

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Reads 33
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Parts 4
Time 5m

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Deanna Evans is a troubled girl who enjoys the simplicities of life. She reads books, listens to music mostly from the 80's and 90's, and has a strangely cynical view of life. As she takes you through a tour of her life in the form of a journal, her thoughts and actions unwind a story like no other. 



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