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noun
at·a·rax·ia | \ ˌa-tə-ˈrak-sē-ə  \
variants: or less commonly ataraxy \ ˈa-tə-ˌrak-sē  \
Definition
: calmness untroubled by mental or emotional disquiet

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ash was suffering, as we all do at some point.

mae was balancing, or at least trying to.

sage was busy, busy suffering, busy balancing, but also busy reading.

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