Was i ever in love?
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I couldn't love him. There is no way. He knows my scars and he knows my past but no matter what i didn't want to see him be with anyone else just because i didn't want to move on, even if i was ready.
That's where i meet Alex. He's good looking and he might just be the person i need to move on. But will that be enough? Am i ready to start telling someone else my story? am i ready for them to see my scars?
let's find out!! please don't copy but you are welcome to vote and comment and help me make it better i would really love the help!!!! thanks
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