Sakusa had a list. It wasn't a big deal or anything. No one knew about it; no one was supposed to know about it. It was just supposed to be a list; nothing big. Sakusa hates himself this wasn't supposed to be a big deal, no one should know about it, but now everyone knows what a shitty boyfriend Atsumu was. Atsumu hates for him but hey! More stuff to add to the list right?... Thats a good thing... right?