Vinodhini von Bausch doesn't have much going for her in life.
She spends hours holed up in a studio, painting away as if her life depended on it. She doesn't put much effort into 'useless relationships' or 'time-wasting activities,' only focusing on her success, which isn't exactly guaranteed.
That doesn't mean Vinodhini is satisfied, though.
She wishes for something new to happen in her life, but she doesn't specify, which leads her to the present.
One day, she receives a love letter, signed with a smudged "- Love, I.B." She only knows of one person with those initials, and everyone knows they should stay 10 feet apart at all times.
Adding a potential crush on top of their rivalry would only make things more complicated, according to her made-up book "Top 20 Things You Shouldn't Do with Your Rival."
So, Vinodhini brushes it off.
That is until said rival ends up in her favorite seat.
After realizing that her rival, Imogene Buckley-Acurio, isn't going to disappear as easily as she thought, Vinodhini vows to do everything in her power to keep her distance, even if she hurts herself in the process.
Will Vinodhini and Imogene be able to waive their current misconceptions of each other and start anew, or will they let a silly school rivalry leave them right where they started?
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This is a GXG/WLW relationship story. May contain violence, drinking, mentions of suicide, child neglect and/or abuse, sexual scenes, etc.
Cover made by me, may be updated in the future along with chapters (especially those first five cause what).
Love can feel empowering. Love can be deadly. It can be the greatest thing to ever happen. It can be the biggest mistake that can't be reversed. It can feel like a dream come true. It can feel like a nightmare that you can't wake up from. Love changes people in many ways, from mild to severe, whether it's beneficial or detrimental in anybody's life, no matter if you're lesbian, gay, straight, bisexual, pansexual, or a person who just loves people without a label. How does love change you?
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It's like your basic high school love story, except it's with adults in their early-mid 20s, and they're either still in college or have graduated from college and have jobs. It's a modern slice of life narrative novel about lesbians trying to find true love or wanting to get back into the love game. Five of these lovely characters share their own little tales of how love changes them first go, or their first time in forever! Their perspectives on love as it takes effect either get sensual, dramatic, or to the extent of a slow burn, as they also deal with life's obstacles along the way and share a part in each other's stories. There are ups and downs as their own stories go along, and it all gets more suspenseful towards the end where problems unfortunately arise. Will things get better or worse from here for these lovestruck lesbians as the story goes on?
[Content/Trigger Warnings- the main warnings are scenes of sexual activity, and suicidal talk/attempt, along with mentions of said attempt. Everything else is listed inside the book! Please read the list before reading the book!]
[Word count: +140,000 words...I write a lot, but enjoy anyway!]