Meredith is a surgical resident currently working at Seattle grace. In this version derek is best friends with Meredith since they were kids but what happens when Meredith starts to develope more than friend feelings. Along with those feelings she notices her head is heading towards a dark place she has seen before. ⚠️THIS STORY CONTAINS TRIGGERING SUBJECTS SUCH AS SH, ED, SUICIDAL TENDENCIES/SUICUDE!!!⚠️ (All characters belong to the queen Shonda Rhimes)