alone // n.h
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Last published Sun, May 10, 2015
"What is depression like?" he whispered.
"It's like drowning.
Except you can see everyone around you breathing."
Brook is quiet and always has been.
It takes a lot for her to warm up to anyone.
Niall has to be a totally different person in front of his "friends".
He's just looking for someone he can be himself around.
Will Brook be the one?
Can she even open up to him?
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