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Parts 31
Time 15h 49m

tothemoonmydear

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Louis knows about beauty; the combination of qualities that pleases the aesthetic senses. He creates that combination every day in the garments he designs while studying fashion at uni. The cut of the design, the color of the fabric, the intricacy of the stitching; it all comes together to create something beautiful. When the science student with the long legs and dimpled smile agrees to model for him, Louis decides he's found beauty personified. Harry just thinks Louis needs someone to show him how beautiful he is.

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Loving You's The Antidote || l.s. ✓ by twinklingpisces

If you're looking for a fic with better writing and less irritating characters PLEASE take a look at my other fics instead (not 'I'm Fine', and preferably not 'To Be So Lonely'). // Harry Styles, a 16 year old boy, attends Holmes Chapel Comprehensive School. Unfortunately for him, his time there isn't exactly smooth sailing. Louis Tomlinson bullies Harry. As do the majority of the school. It's not something Harry deserves, but it's something he is unable to escape. Whether he's at home, or at school, someone is always taunting him. Will Harry ever find a way to stop the pain? Will Louis realise his actions have consequences? // July 2020 - October 2020 twitter & instagram= twinklingpiscess

To Be So Lonely || l.s. ✓ by twinklingpisces

It's been 5 years since One Direction went on a hiatus. The boys all are successful and happy in their solo careers and have kept in touch. That is, other than Harry. Harry's extremely successful but he's not happy and he's never felt so lonely. The break hit him hardest as he had grown up with the 4 boys as his role models, but once they went on a break, they stopped talking. What will happen when One Direction get back together? // oct 2020-feb 2021 other works: -Glory and Gore -Tempest -Exile -Loving You's The Antidote -I'm Fine twitter= twinklingpisces instagram= twinklingpiscess

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬. by lgbtangel

[larry au] "I feel like I'm going to be sick." And that's when everything in his stomach is now on the damp ground, blood red sick dripping through his fingers. Not only is his vomit a dark red but in the mix of the thick liquid he finds magenta petals, his eyes widening at the discovery. "Louis, you should go home," Harry frowns which startles Louis because he almost forgot he was there. Louis stands up, kicking dirt over whatever he just emptied from his gut. He doesn't recall eating a fucking flower. or, an au in which Louis falls in love, throws up flowers caused by unrequited love and Harry is totally oblivious. ; copyright © 2018

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

half truths ,, l.s by ao3films

Looking back, Harry can differentiate the stages of it. It started with conscious eating, with trying to know exactly what was in his food and not wanting to put garbage into his body. Gradually, he started to work out more. And then came the restricting, where he slowly reeled back on carbs and fatty foods and sugar. But it wasn't too bad yet. All it was was thinking extra hard about his food choices and avoiding certain things. It was okay. Eventually, it stopped being okay. or, Harry struggles with an eating disorder. RUNNING FAST, STANDING IN PLACE (QUICK BREATHS, IT'LL END SOON) BY BRAVESTYLES ON AO3

Two Hearts, One Soul (Larry Version) by ishipBullshit1995

Imagine a world in which soulmates exist and everybody is looking for their other half... Louis Tomlinson has learnt pretty early that even in this reality finding your soulmate is nothing more than a hurtful dream. Now that he is leaving his hometown behind to attend Uni he is wishing for a change. Together with his best friend Zayn he is ready to face this new part of his life. What he didn't expect though was bumping into his dormmate and being left with a painful reminder of his upcoming misery on his own skin.

Burden // LS STORY by louissfallenangel

"Louis William Tomlinson, how many times have we had this conversation? When are you going to grow up and realise that the world does not revolve around you? People are getting hurt by your actions, there are consequences Louis for what you are doing. When are you going to realise?" I hear mum screaming at me from across the other side of the kitchen as she reads the letter sent home to her by my teacher. I was in another fight, and apparently flunking another class, didn't know about that one, but apparently, turning up to mathematics is a requirement. It isn't just enough to pass the quizzes, they want you to attend as well, it's a joke. I stare at her confused. "What are you saying?" "Campbell College said they would be delighted to have you Louis" she sighed. My blood boiled. "What the fuck? Boarding School!" I shout.

Bully (Larry Stylinson) by stylinson_sluts

Its like a never ending thing. Everyone takes part in it. No one really cares. Its a problem that happens everyday to millions, but Harry never thought it would happen to him. Now a senior in high school, Harry is not sure how he has made it this far. He came out in freshman year. Some say its a stupid year to come out but Harry wanted to start new, fresh. Ever since he came out he has been bullied. Now he is sure he would take it all back. He's not embarrassed for who he is but he hates the torment. It never ends, hearing names called down the hallways, getting notes in his locker....but worse the physical torment from Zayn and his crew. When a new kid comes to the school he notices Harry, maybe he can save him.... Then again can you really save a life?

you left me ~ larry by afinelineofwalls

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Roommates-Larry Stylinson by BlueRainbowDolphin6

Louis likes wearing pastel-coloured outfits and his roommate likes how he looks. His roommate is 3 years younger and encourages Louis to wear them around and in public. The only thing is, is when Harry starts to like Louis more than a roommate and friend and the outfits aren't helping him. After a failed date with Zayn and then Liam, Louis looks for comfort in his best friend, Harry. Louis isn't ready to go on another date, but Harry changes that. They hide it from their friends and play it off as they're just friends. Zayn knows better and gets them to spill the beans. Louis not only likes to wear girl clothes, he can have a child. He gets period cramps and it's normal for him. He's got them since he was 13. He went to the doctor to find out what was wrong. The doctor ran some tests and told him everything. He was actually glad he found out. The cramps kill and he has terrible mood swings when they come around. He is around 23 and will go through heat soon.

$Perfection IS Skinny!! {L.T} [Larry Stylinson] by wistfully_me$

(COMPLETED) * READER DISCRETION ADVISED * ** TRIGGERING ** Louis may have what seems like the picture perfect life, but, he wants the picture perfect body to go along with it! Just how far will he go to achieve it? Louis also wants adoration, acknowledgment, and to know that he is worthy! How exactly is he supposed to get all that? Along the way Louis Tomlinson finds fame, love, and the support of four great friends. . . __________________________________________ (DISCLAIMER:- I DO NOT OWN THE BOYBAND ONE DIRECTION NOR ANY OF THE FOLLOWING MEMBERS OF THE BAND: HARRY STYLES, LIAM PAYNE, NIALL HORAN, LOUIS TOMLINSON, OR ZAYN MALIK. I ALSO DO NOT CLAIM ANYTHING IN THIS STORY TO BE BASED ON FACT, IT IS PURELY FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY) ___________________________________________

instagram // l.s. by louieshalo

Louis is 20 years old to Harry's 18. Louis mistakenly messages Harry on Instagram, and they quickly form a connection over being complete idiots. • • • louist91: you're Harry Sawyer, right? harrystyles: ...no. harrystyles: It literally says my last name in my username. louist91: shit louist91: I assumed that you just liked styling things or something harrystyles: yeah no, it's my last name. * this is not a serious work, please do not take it as such. every single bit of this comes from my stupid little brain and I am so sorry about that. also, don't pay attention to how they're in london and yet somehow in an american school system. I really did not think that far ahead and now we're here. the mature rating is for a few short scenes containing what is best described as "heavy petting" in later chapters, which can easily be skipped if that is something you are uncomfortable with

Our assistant (Styles Triplets × Louis) (BOOK 1) by Larry421

Louis is a graduate and typically, people know what they want to do after they graduate. Not Louis. Louis stayed the same as he always was. He would always use his dad's card whenever he wanted to go out and shop and he would just post steamy photos on his social media. His friends even think of him as a slacker and all Louis would say is that his family is always going to give him what he wants. That is until his dad has had enough with his son's laziness and forced Louis to do some job hunting. He even warned his son that if he doesn't have a job by the time his 18th birthday comes around, he can kiss his dream car goodbye and there would be no gifts waiting for him. His dad would help him with the task too and Louis just thought that his dad would get him job interviews at the most easiest job well known. But that thought was wrong on so many levels. Because his dad got him a job interview to become the assistant of Harry, Edward, and Marcel Styles. The top three well known business men around the world.

We've Got A Lot Of History - A Larry Stylinson AU by onedirectionfan35

Harry Styles is a university History professor, highly trained in his profession. He's proud of what he does, and isn't afraid to admit it. Things are going great for Harry...that is, until the day he meets Louis Tomlinson. Louis Tomlinson is at the top of his trade, a secretary transferring from his home town of Doncaster to Oxford University where he meets up with Harry for the first time. He's quick witted, fast talking, and isn't afraid to speak his mind. But all that flies out the window every time he runs into Professor Styles. So what makes him feel that way when Harry comes around? And does Harry feel the same way when he gets near Louis? It's one thing about life this History professor was never taught...

Abhor by har0ldisbae

*May be triggering to some readers* "Ah, but what if Niall knew you were hiding something from him, something that puts him in danger," he has a point all of them are in danger but if I keep my mouth shut, they'll be safe. "You dare tell Niall about those texts. I'll kill you myself," I've never been a person to throw threats around, but i had to do something. He takes a step closer to me, only a few inches between our bodies now. "Oh, you're a murderer now, I see," he chuckles to himself, his chest rising up and down slowly, like he's the most relaxed person on earth. "I've never hurt a fly, never would, unless you hurt my brother," I state strongly, avoiding eye contact. My eyes are glued to his worn Rolling Stones t-shirt. "I'm not hurting your brother, sweetheart, I'm hurting you," he speaks lowly, almost at a whisper "the more I know about you, the more I have against you, the more I can get what I need from this situation."

We Found Love in a Hopeless Place (Larry Stylinson AU) by smolbeanandhisqween

**COMPLETE** Louis is picked to appear on Love Island when a friend signs him up. He is pessimistic about the whole situation. That is until he meets Harry. A boy. He's supposed to fall in love with a girl on the show. What good could possibly come out of that? The answer is everything. (or the one where Louis realizes he likes boys on live television, and Harry has known what he's wanted the second he walked through the door. Featuring Niall the sex addict who loves cracking jokes at his friends. Liam who is terribly indecisive. Zayn who is Zayn. And literally every person One Direction has ever come into contact with.)

because he didn't love me by Larrys_left_shoe

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A New Day Has Come || l.s. by CuriousKat

Louis Tomlinson was trying his hardest to be strong. He was always depressed because of hate from the fans. Every night, he felt like angels were singing to him as he cried himself to sleep. His life was miserable and no one knew about it. That he was sad, he cried everyday...that his smiles, his laughs were nothing but fake. He held it in, unsure of what the outcome would be. His thoughts on his life often were: "What if I were to just not wake up today?" or "What if I wasn't here? Would the boys even miss me?" He knew it would never get better. If he were to quit the band...fans would eat him alive. If he continues in the band...hate would just continue to roll in. What else could he do that would stop the hate, the pain, everything...forever? He made up his mind once the boys found out...

❤Struggles, Sentiments, Yearning❤ by AIMHLarryxx

Harry realised about his feelings, made a gesture, and Louis was over the moon, they both were happy, together they dreamt of making a world of their own.. But happiness has its price and cracks started stepping in between.. Collapsing there whole togetherness of an year or more.. Was it really, just because Louis cared about what the world would say? Or something else will unfold clearing all the hazy and delusional picture created.. But still they both have fought out all the 'Struggles', and hid all their 'Sentiments', for what people is for their own good, but yet held onto each other, maybe just to themselves, but yet their 'Yearning' for each other never faded away. Will they reunite, will something change? Will it have a happy ending to it.. Give it a read and find out

He works in a bakery... (Larry Stylinson) by Larry421

Louis comes to the bakery every morning and he knows everyone there. They know Louis personally that his friends with everyone who works there. There is barely anyone who hates him, that's how friendly Louis is. But when a certain curly haired boy gets the job at the bakery everything changes. Harry is also known to be that kind of person to have around, bit he's also know to have that attractiveness that draws people to him. However, Harry was looking for the one. The person who can say that they captured his heart. Now when Louis see him for the first time, sparks will fly. Butterflies will erupt in his stomach and feelings will make their first discoveries. Will Louis ever build up the energy to talk to the new employee? Or will he stay as a coward and have others talk to Harry for him? Will Louis get to know more about Harry as time goes by? Or will Harry just stay as a mystery to Louis? Now will Harry find out that Louis is the one for him? Or will he just shrug Louis off like he does to every other person that approaches him... Will the two get close?Or will Louis just stay as just another customer and Harry will be nothing but a boy who works in the bakery? Find out while reading 'He works in a bakery...'

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𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨��𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬. cover

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Burden // LS STORY cover

Bully (Larry Stylinson) cover

you left me ~ larry cover

Roommates-Larry Stylinson cover

Perfection IS Skinny!! {L.T} [Larry Stylinson] cover

instagram // l.s. cover

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A New Day Has Come || l.s. cover

❤Struggles, Sentiments, Yearning❤ cover

He works in a bakery... (Larry Stylinson) cover

Loving You's The Antidote || l.s. ✓

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