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Broken Until Shattered

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Every little girl at some point of her childhood has one dream when growing up, that is becoming a mother; to love and watch her children grow. No one ever dreams of that not happening to them or being part of that group being labelled as infertile. It happens to millions of women in the world everyday. Polycystic Ovary Syndrome is the most common endocrine disease that affects women of reproductive age, which is typically puberty to menopause. Polycystic Ovary Syndrome does not only affect a woman's ovaries and chances of conceiving, but it affects the whole endocrine system in the body. It can cause Excess Androgen Production, Insulin Resistant, Obesity, Hirsute and Cardiovascular problems.

I have decided to write this book to share my struggles living with PCOS. It consists of thoughts and how I feel. But also information which i gathered about PCOS.All Rights Reserved

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