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Me Before You

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Reads 15,538
Votes 193
Parts 13
Time 56m

ashtray ashtrayeuphoria blackgirl bwwm cassie drug euphoria fezco jacob javon javonwalton nate ruebennet walton

I would just like to say in advance this story mentions the following:

- Rape      - Sexual Assault      - Abuse         -Mood disorders

If you would still like to read the story but not see these parts I will warn you before each chapter because I realize it's traumatic. To anyone who has/is going through any of that or something you don't feel comfortable mentioning my DM's are always open. 


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Everyone knows Ashtray. They know he's a 15 year old kid who's been in the game with his older brother for as long as anyone could remember. 

But nobody except for Maddy and Her brother really knew her. Athena Wills 15 Years old. Been on the streets selling since she could remember. 

Everyone knew of this " Poor helpless little girl " who sold for some extra cash, but what they didn't know was who she really was. Viper, the drug dealer who had people killed. Every Victim would have a V carved into there chest signalling she was the one who killed them. 

It was the perfect cover, no one would believe viper was a girl. Let alone a 15 year old girl who still slept with stuffed animals and couldn't sit still to save her life. 


When they meet it's like Bonnie and Clyde. They may not have realized it, but from the moment they met they had each others back.



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Hey guys! Disclaimer I do not own any of the characters in this story. I only own Athena and Jc . 


Also Javon Walton is a minor so there will be nothing extremely inappropriate.All Rights Reserved

ashtray ashtrayeuphoria blackgirl bwwm cassie drug euphoria fezco jacob javon javonwalton nate ruebennet walton

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Needing you by idfkanymore13

"I don't give a fuck. I just want you. I've always wanted you." Ash had a hard life. From his parents leaving him , his grandma being sick, he has to sell drugs with his brother just to make a living. He's never been taught how to love or trust, never had friends because he believed he didn't need them. He's never talked to other kids except to sell drugs. He believes they only use him for their own benefit. He hates meeting anybody new or letting them get too close. That's why him and Marilla get off on the wrong foot. He gets confused when he catches himself slowly letting his guard down for her. He see's how care free she is and he hates her. He hates how he likes her for it. He hates how she makes him feel like no girl ever has. But he knew they couldn't be together. She was too good for him, too innocent, too sweet. He didn't want to ruin that. Marilla had a hard life. Some would say harder than ash's but she didn't like to compare or bring up her hard past. People see where she lives, her parents, her clothes, all her stuff and immediately think her life is perfect. It never was though. Her mom had left her and her dad for 5 years. The stress made her dad turn into a huge drug user and alcoholic. He would abuse her when she wouldn't give him her money for drugs or just simply hit her when he wanted to. The addiction got so bad he would start selling her body for money to get drugs . Her mom heard about it and went to get her. Marilla now lives with her mom and her boyfriend in the rich side of town. She's shy but she's known for her outburst and anger. But things aren't what they seem in the inside. Her mom abuses her. Mostly mentally but sometimes physically. Her mom makes her thinks she's incapable of love until she meets ash. He changed her perspective of herself and helps her through the hard times. "I like you. I always have." "No you don't. You can't. You're lying."

Stand By Me (lexi and fezco fanfic, euphoria) COMPLETED by white-wolf-girl

I felt his body close to mine, I knew it was him because my body awoken in way it hasn't before. Not since I met him. I turned around, my back leaning against the fridge door. We were so close, I watch his eyes travel up and down my body before he locks his lips quickly before meeting my eye. "fez" I whispered when our lips were inches apart, his body left mine suddenly and I watch as he walks towards the door. I frown as I watch him lean up grabbing the shutters to pull them down. "fez you have a business to run" I spoke out, unsure of what is actually happening. I know what I want to happen, what I dream would happen. But I've always been a dreamer. "I have a big problem-" I heard his voice ring out, as the shutters hit the ground then he locked the door. He turned around to look at me, his eyes were darker. He looked a thousand times hotter. "a big fucking problem" he said again as he started making his way towards me, his hand come up and knocked on the fridge door. After a moment I heard the door out the back open and close, ashtray had left. "what's the problem? Maybe I-I can help" I felt so many emotions right now, some I'm used to and some that are fucking new. "I doubt that-" he mumbles as he was once again infront of me, one hand was above my head leaning on the fridge door. The other came down to touch my face. "I can't get you out my fucking head, your like a drug" he suddenly said before his hands go to my waist and he pulls my body against his before slamming his lips into mine. ~~~ Nothing in life was easy, including life itself but when you find someone who makes it easier nothing else matters. I mean, just as long as he stands by me. Rates #1 in lexi (20th April 2022)

"we only need each other" by 444alanna

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Save Me by the_night_is_mine

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Needing you

"I don't give a fuck. I just want you. I've always wanted you." Ash had a hard life. From his parents leaving him , his grandma being sick, he has to sell drugs with his brother just to make a living. He's never been taught how to love or trust, never had friends because he believed he didn't need them. He's never talked to other kids except to sell drugs. He believes they only use him for their own benefit. He hates meeting anybody new or letting them get too close. That's why him and Marilla get off on the wrong foot. He gets confused when he catches himself slowly letting his guard down for her. He see's how care free she is and he hates her. He hates how he likes her for it. He hates how she makes him feel like no girl ever has. But he knew they couldn't be together. She was too good for him, too innocent, too sweet. He didn't want to ruin that. Marilla had a hard life. Some would say harder than ash's but she didn't like to compare or bring up her hard past. People see where she lives, her parents, her clothes, all her stuff and immediately think her life is perfect. It never was though. Her mom had left her and her dad for 5 years. The stress made her dad turn into a huge drug user and alcoholic. He would abuse her when she wouldn't give him her money for drugs or just simply hit her when he wanted to. The addiction got so bad he would start selling her body for money to get drugs . Her mom heard about it and went to get her. Marilla now lives with her mom and her boyfriend in the rich side of town. She's shy but she's known for her outburst and anger. But things aren't what they seem in the inside. Her mom abuses her. Mostly mentally but sometimes physically. Her mom makes her thinks she's incapable of love until she meets ash. He changed her perspective of herself and helps her through the hard times. "I like you. I always have." "No you don't. You can't. You're lying."