Deja Vu
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Ongoing, First published Jun 23, 2022
"I was willing to support you Ai'Wat, but you chose to let go."

Those were the words i kept hearing everytime i see his face. Did you even know how hard it was seeing the love of my life, not even giving a damn about me? I don't know how to handle this kind of pain lingering in my chest. It feels like i was being stabbed, but the way he looked at me...

Those eyes that used to be full of love, passion, and trust...became cold as ice.
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