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Loves Me Not

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[Precious Series Spin-Off] 

19-year-old Elijah Flores hasn't had much luck when it comes to relationships. Failed relationship after failed relationship, he's determined that maybe he's just destined to not find love in this lifetime, despite the undying desire to find it and have it. And when he runs into Luka at one of his hockey matches and slowly finds himself falling, he can't help but worry that this is just another one of the universe's harmful tricks to break his heart once more. 

20-year-old Luka Whitfield spent his entire childhood trying to live up to his father's ideals and failing. No matter how hard he tried to please his dad and those around him, it never seemed like enough. And now that he finds himself developing feelings for Elijah, he's afraid he won't be able to give him what he needs. 

But maybe, just maybe...after all the trauma the universe has thrown at them, perhaps there is true love in this life. 

***FIRST DRAFT***
[Trigger Warning: Harassment, Domestic Violence, Child Abuse, PTSD, Trauma, and Self Harm].
[BOYXBOY] 

Copyright © 2023 by Angel Jaxon
All Rights Reserved.All Rights Reserved

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I Am Human (bxb)

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