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THIS IS ME TRYING . MATT STURNIOLO

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Reads 20,343
Votes 510
Parts 13
Time 1h 9m

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"I wish I had a better timing for you and me"


IN WHICH; mercury and matt have been dating since junior year but now their facing issues in their personal life will that tear them apart?



"we'll be a fine line,
we'll be a fine line, 
we'll be alright"


and 


"I've been having a hard time adjusting
I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
I have a lot of regrets about that
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
Could've followed my fears all the way down
And maybe I don't quite know what to say
But I'm here in your doorway
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying"







a matt sturniolo x fem! oc au
absolutely no smut nor sexualizing
if i see a sexualizing comment I will immediately delete the comment


trigger warning mention of: drinking, mental and physical abuse, depression, suicidal thoughts and attempts 


[ if matt or any of the sturniolo triplets are uncomfortable with this fanfic i will definitely take it down ]


started: July 30, 2022
ended:All Rights Reserved

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