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Ashes in the night
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Ongoing, First published Jun 25, 2022
Mature
Pain hurts This swallows you up inside, it Has no purpose. It's dwells in my darkest hours 

This story is just my thoughts I'm not looking for attention I'm just living my life and sharing my pain because I need to forgive myself so writing this will hopefully help me.
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