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望み [hope]
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Complete Fri, Nov 25, 202254m
"my life had never been colourful or happy, it had always been gloomy and dull ... When was the last time I actually felt any emotion? I do not seem to remember .. Will I ever be able to live like a 'normal person' ..? I do not know neither do I have hope .. "
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A gloomy girl, whose family had died in a fatal car accident, meets a boy with severe issues with his last lover.
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started : - 25th June '22, midnight
status : - completed.
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a random story I came up with, it may not make sense at some moments, forgive me if so
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Majority of the pictures are sourced from pinterest, they are not mine, credits to the rightful owners.
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