I just want to rest

This is not just some story book, this will be about real events that will show themselves when the time becomes right. I do NOT expect people to tell me to write more with this. I'm only doing this to vent my feelings out to the world because nobody where I live can hear my voice filled with pain and suffering. So read on this if you must.

I describe my feelings to the best of my ability in this so it possible may disturb some readers(If anybody is even reading this)