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Throughout his life, Gabriel was blind to the constant abuse he was subjected to, blending the lines between healthy and toxic. In his small town, he was treated as a burden, a problem, an albatross. So when he's offered a scholarship to a prestigious private school a town over, he's left shocked. Moving into a new environment and being blown away by the changes, he sets one goal in mind. Keeping his head down and away from any problems. But the universe doesn't seem to be on his side. A troubled, feared, and dangerous man enters the mist and everything turns into a hot mess. Will Gabriel be able to juggle this chaotic mess-along with the mysteries and secrets he's held within him, or will he fall into the hands of a deep addiction?
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This book was made simply for entertainment. None of the events that happened in this book are real.
But I tried to make it as realistic as possible.
(Any TW will be given at the beginning of said chapter)
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